So I finally settled on a project for NaNoWriMo. I’ve been juggling between three ideas and finally settled on a full plot rewrite of my very first manuscript.
It’s the writer’s version of cheating. You can say it. Cheating.
I think I’m chickening out. Writing an entirely new book scares me. It’s been a year since I wrote something totally new. I wrote my first book TWICE already. There’s no telling how many times I revised it.
I wrote my second book, then decided it needed to be three books, so I started over. Wrote two and a half… then quit. To revise. The muse said, You’re an idiot cuz you’re gonna change book one upteen million times and books two and three will be useless. She was right. And guess what? I just rewrote book one. After a billion revisions. New beginning, new ending. Oh, and you know what? Books two and three are useless. The muse is smart. Sarcastic, but smart.
Then came the 2010 NaNo. I’d been playing with that idea for like a year, then buckled down and finally did it. I literally used NaNo as a reason to get the damn idea out of my head. Guess who rewrote the entire thing plot and all last summer? *raises hand* (Ew, but I had some “interest” in that one, so it’s closer to perfection with each rewrite. How freakin sad is that?!)
I’m currently revising said NaNo (again), and deep in line edits for the first book of my vampire series. I’m crazy to add another book under my belt, but now I’m itching. At least it’s not an entirely new book! LOL. I’ve had a YA bouncing around my head for a year but the world building is going to be nasty. NASTY, I say. Then I recalled this seriously old story I used to write in my head pre-writer days last month. That thing is basically plotted out because I freaking wrote the entire thing in my head for God’s sake. I should write that one.
But I can’t.
The scenes for this new rewrite are slamming into me with warp speed force. I can’t say it’s totally cheating. I’m taking out half of the plot, changing up an entire main character backstory. Two main’s actually. Does it help that I have zero gmc’s for my antagonist yet? That’s right. ZERO. I never did, which was the problem to begin with.
Good Lord I need help.
So, uh, doing NaNo? Buddy me
Click the link on the top right to find me! Watch my rewrite in action.
